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Sunday, 24 February 2008

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    ive had a pretttyyy good weekend so far. fridayy with jessica and ashley and coreyy and mattt and then mitch and his dad oh mannn then yesterdayyy was fun too ...corkul with the royal asss ha! i just watched freedom writers with alex... its a good movie. we are currently gettin all our old clothes together and takin them to plato's closet to hopefully get something in return for them. i neeed some moolah anyway! i think im going to BG next year and me and rach might dorm together. im excited. today is a chill day. the moon looked radiant last night . it was super huge over the horizon and the eclipse the other night was sweet also. me and al watched it on the roof while discussing philosophyy <3 it was a good time.for some reason i feel a little behind right now i dont know why but all is well. im thankful for everyday im alive =)

Tuesday, 12 February 2008

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    The Wind at Four to Fly (Dig)
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    today was fUn... good conversation at lunch ... consisting of me alex gigi and rachael interrogating jessica about why she chose the age of 23 to get married... she just doesnt accept the fact that she might not lol... whatever!? im gettin married when im 27 1/2 according to some astrologer lady...... but besides that school is dumb again i am like days ahead in my homework i sit and around i could sleep in a class and know what we are talking aboutby listening to the first two minutes of class .. how sad. a kid was very sick today in the preschool =( made me feel sad and now me and aL BaBY Are gonna go check out dem free pancakes at IHOP!!!! you should too haaaaaaaaaa love you all......

Monday, 11 February 2008

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    American Beauty
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    DiNg d0Ng_*

    sooo I'm bored right now which is why i'm writing... i just got home from schoollll i woke up this morning and diddd noT wanna get up but i did obviously. I think the morning would be a good time for me to meditate. I was reading all day about meditating... like i know ive done it my whole life and what not but i would like to better some more things and get more into it. Ive also been reading alot about energy. Ive always felt it and kinda known about it but once again im just getting more interested in it. schooolll was alright today i suppose they say that we are going to have no school tomorrow i hope that is true. Early childhood was fun todayyy i guess. we just like threw around this green spiky ball i always have ha!... and one kid from my preschool pooped in the hallway another threw up and another had a nose bleed.. not a great dayyy mannn... but there shall be more to come todayy im excited =)
    i got my debit card in the mail yayyyyy thats allLL for now i think im gonna go hang out with marky mark now.




Sunday, 10 February 2008

  • Almost a year this time

    so now im finally a senior i guess this xanga thing has been with me this whole time... how strange? so yes updates on my life... i have finally moved out thank god i live with alex and i love her and her family so much they are the nicest people you'll ever know. I still talk to my mom and my dad sometimes or whatever. but i don't think they actually care about me too much. It makes me sad. I feel like I only have myself in this world because since I don't have them I don't really have the rest of their families too. It is also sad how I say their families not mine because that is how well i know them =(. One day I will have a happy family of my own but first I need to get past these stupid obstacles like high school and college and what not. Then i will travel the world be who I want to be and I will be happy inside. I will not be some rich conceited only cares about money fool. They get no where in life. Well according to the way their minds work they do. But those are not my values and I do not agree whatsoever. I think the stock market is going to crash and I believe our government is heading for corruption and people do not take recycling in this world seriously. What a great time to live in... If i could make a difference I would. but I dont even know where to start and I dont know if our world has the brain capacity to see the changes that need to be made.
    Other than that little rant. I think I'm going to BG or UT next year. I might apply at SIUE in illinois or at cIncinnati mannnnn I dont know we'll just have to see. I dont even know what I want to do with my LIfe yet. goodness. i wonder if my parents will even give me money for college. I miss my grandpa its been like almost a year and a half and it feels like only a day. The sadness will never leave my heart. High school is beginning to get a bit ridiculous. well actually it is already and has been. I just cannot wait to get out. SAdly i think the people i would miss the most would be the teachers that i became so close to. funny I'd say. I would definately miss all my close friends but I wont miss them because we'll probably be around eachother and still talk. Well i know we will. <3 =) Its a sunday and last night was great me and alex went to Susan Sedique's birthday dinner at a chinese restaurant buffet thing YuMmMmmmY! and then we checked out manish's rave which rocked! sooo much fun definately and then me and alex danced the night away oh baby yeah.. also i have my tongue pierced so does alex she talked me into it lol. Me and mark watched a movie. It was calleddddddd the sixth senseee OoOoOoooO im so scared. but whatever here i go
    to plunge into a new week at that school .... great weekend =D

    <3

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I like when you whisper softly Things only I should hear That lead me on I like the way you smile at me And make me feel like nothin' Can go wrong Tell me this will last forever Dont you ever leave I dont wanna be without u dream without u walk without u talk without u baby Never take a chance without u Dance without u Nothing is the same without U baby I could never deal witout u Heal without u Begin without u End without u Baby, Im in need I can't breathe No, I don't wanna be... Without u I love when your eyes wash over me With a look only I can tell Whats on your mind I love the way you find me Whenever I've lost my way Your just in time Baby we've got something started Say we'll never stop I'll lock up my heart and throw away the key if thats what it takes To keep you with me You open the door To all thats good in me I cant deny the truth That I could never be without u [ Loving Me For Me ] Mmm ohh People ask if I'm in love with you Because I'm sitting here with your picture And smiling to myself (I smile) I'm kinda lost in my own thoughts of you My heart speaks before my mind thinks through And I blush as I say yes (yes) What a feeling of vulnerability coming over me And I'm feeling weak and I can't speak (speak) I can't think, no Never thought I'd give in so willingly to a human being With abilites to set me free (free) Let me be me Makes me wanna say Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss I must admit it's a part of me You please me, complete me, filling me Like a melody Your soul, your flow, your youth Your truth is simply proof We were meant to be But the best quality that's hooking me Is that you're loving me 4 me (loving me) Is that you're loving me 4 me Now people ask why I'm in love with you Well let me start by sayin you got my heart By just being who you are And what we got is between me and you Doesn't matter about the money I make or what I do Or that I'm a, a star Unconditionally you're there for me Undeniably you inspire me, spiritually So sweet This is meaningful, it's incredible Pleasurable, unforgettable The way I feel (I feel) So sweet Makes me wanna say Your lips, your eyes, your smile, your kiss I must admit it's a part of me You please me, complete me, filling me Like a melody Your soul, your flow, your youth Your truth is simply proof We were meant to be But the best quality that's hooking me Is that you're loving me 4 me (loving me, loving me) Is that you're loving me 4 me It's so amazing how something so sweet Has come and rearranged my life I've been kissed by destiny Oh heaven came and saved me An angel was placed at my feet This isn't ordinary He's loving me 4 me Poem: Stripped of all make-up No need for fancy clothes No cover ups, push ups With him, I don't have to put on a show He loves every freckle, every curve Every inch of my skin Fulfilling me entirely Taking all of me in He's real He's honesty He's loving me 4 me Yeah Oh yeah Yeah yeah

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